| I know you stalk xanga! Yes you! Happy Birthday! You're 19 now! Although you still look more like you're 9! Give me a call sometime! Don't party too hard in Asia! |
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| I feel weak to the knees for what I've done or rather what I've failed to do. Someone please hold me up... anyone... |
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| I think I like you.
I know you love me.
Let's dance. |
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| So it's time to reflect on the last year.
I used to always think I knew perfectly what I was doing. I may not have been perfect in my actions, but I thought whatever I did was for the best. It would always be something I've thought out thoroughly and I'd never have any regrets on.
So did everyone else...
...and I proved everyone wrong. Including myself.
You can be strong for years but one day you will wake up without a clue about anything. That's the day you feel most alive.
That's exactly what I've felt a few days ago. I realized, how many actions I've taken without considering the responsibility I should assume, and the consequences I will live with.
What's done is done. I can't say I'm not a little bitter for the way things have turned out but nothing will change for the worst. I will still keep my positive outlook and keep walking the long path of life in 2008. |
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| I think I've finally come through. It took so ridiculously long but I think that's it. I've lived against myself for so long, but I can't anymore. I don't see why I have to take it so seriously after all this time but I do. It's all or nothing as always but some things probably have changed. Hopefully I've found a way to work through everything rather than just making another mess. |
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